Asking too much....

Apparently...

Now what?

When the person you would do anything for, did more than you ever thought you could, lost relations with people you had your life, then he asks to not speak to? If he needs "a break" or wants to think or it seems, a break from stress, than of course but then what?

You know both of you would do anything but he goes and says I want more than he can give me? I really don't understand that, especially I don't even know what it is I asked for that he can't or hasn't already given me. It's just a waiting call from now but I know my mind and it'll run nonstop until I find out. I'll be tossing and turning nonstop until we can finally talk.

Now it's time for distractions....
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How I feel.....

Weird situation

Ever be in a situation where you kind of want him to somehow read your mind without having to make the obvious comments? It's one of those romantic cheesy situations that we as women (possibly men at times) want but at the same time, we can't expect the guy to know. But then if you have to tell him or even remind him, it's not as special?

This is one of those things men always complain about, and it actually makes PERFECT sense and their frustration is 100% justifiable, so no one can really complain. At the same time, it's one of those things that women with some cheesy sense of romance would like to see every now and then.

That would place me in the negativity position, that he had actually explained to me. I hadn't noticed it myself until he mentioned it and for myself it seems to be a financial thing, for me anyway. Either way, I won't really say anything about what I want for my birthday, since it's coming up. I had always asked him what he wanted for his birthday and he never wanted anything. So he would say anyhow.

He always gave me at least a card so I can expect that and I'll see if anything else comes. If not, so be it. It;s strange how I can be the onewho hates surprises, but sometimes likes them. Maybe it just depends on who is doing it? Or what their real intent is? Don't know if I'll ever really find out.   

Super horny....

OMG.....is this what I get for having a C-section? Or getting my tubes tied and never having to be on the pill? Not to mention my husband ROCKS in bed and makes me cum multiple times every single time we make love/have sex/f*ck, etc.

Part of me thinks that being home all day has something to do with it. I remember when I had stuff that would require mental work, papers, notes for work etc., I would be too worn out to consider anything else. Now I'm not working, nothing at home besides regular housework. Especially when the kids are napping, then I just get really horny, look at naked videos or pics and relive the last time I made love with my husband and its all "down" from there. In the sense that he's at work and kids are here......

Unless the simple fact that I can't have it whenever I want has something to do with this......like they say, the grass is greener on the other side. The other side being that there are multiple things in the way of getting action whenever you want it. That could also simply be the fact that we're grown ups.